Then she said; “Jackie are you ready to talk about it?” Talk about what I said to her? XXX Well the healing cannot start until you totally and absolutely release that which is sickening you! Then suddenly total and complete tranquil peace came over me, so strong and so direct it was I believe I actually began laughing at least that seemed to me like that’s what I was doing and hell who really knows I was at that point totally fucked up. Now how long that lasted I have no idea of the time at that point, but a further even more agonizing euphoria came over me as I tried my best to fight against it, only to make it rush through
