It also seemed to feel much less weird when their hands would touch my body on my special places and it drew less and less of my attention to where I hardly distinguished between who’s hands it was touching me wherever. XXX Sadly I could do nothing to change anything, all I could do was accept their will. The day continued to stay wonderful as we arrived home and foster dad had dinner there ready for us. I have to tell you even as painful as again this was, I think that was the first time in my life that I understood the word intimacy.
